I want nothing to do with him… but I want to see him.
I can’t forgive him… but I want things to be good again.
I don’t trust him… yet I listen to every word he says.
I can’t be his friend… because I want us to be more.
Fuck.
I have no idea what to do.
(day 1) First real day of my diet and it went pretty well. No time to work out, but I’m proud of myself because my friends went to both chipotle AND sonic, and I didn’t get shit at either :]